I know that we eventually have to say goodbye...but why now? I will miss them all so much...words cannot begin to express the depth, the height, the intensity of love that I have for them. I will be thrilled when the time comes, where we will never have to say goodbye again. Where the only tears that will be shed are those of joy. Where all will be perfect, where we will reign with Christ forever. But until then, I must be content with the memories that I have made, for the ones that will be made, for the ones being made. I never truly understood how much I love them all, until now. I think its so sad how we don't truly appreciate others, until its too late...

The end of the school year is fast approaching, and I have lots of mix emotions about it. Do I really know what I am doing? What is going to happen to the school next year? If I only knew...I pray it only gets better, that there will many who truly surrender, that they may not be lukewarm. But then, that is not my job...but I wonder, have I really done all that I could have. Have we been a good example, a strong influence in the lives of others? I pray that my actions have not hindered the growth of others. I knew that I have made mistakes, but I pray that they may not hinder others. Lord, I pray for strength...for I am so weak. How I love 2 Corinthians 12:9,10 "9But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me.10That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong." Help me to cling to that promise, and to truly surrender to you. Though there is so many things that I don't know, and I times the road seems so blurred, help me to trust in you. I pray that you please be with this school, and with all the seniors that are moving on... Oh, and please help me not too be stressed out, even though there is so much to do right now... Then, there is summer plans, Lord please guide me in the direction you want me to go...